Ending 23 On A High Note

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It was almost 10pm when I wrote this last night and I was meant to be working on an assignment (well, I was but my internet was slow so I figured, ‘why not type a post about how excited I am for my birthday coming up?’). I realised this week that there is less than 2 months to go until I close chapter 23 of my life. I’m excited mainly because I like fresh starts and I strongly feel like 24 is going to be magic for me, but I’m also nervous because I don’t really like that in a world where everyone is concerned about the next person’s personal accomplishments and/or financial status, I might step fully into 24 with nothing but another year of college and my hobbies and passions to list and no financial freedom apart from my little allowance I get from my mom because I’m a student.

*Deep sigh* you’re doing amazing, Lydia, and that’s all that matters


This year of my life has been on giant learning adventure: I stood up for myself against my mom, I survived sexual assault, I got back into dating, I started YouTubing, I (tried to) blog consistently, I started prioritising my mental health regarding my studies, I’m passionate about my college course, I started focusing on this novel I want to have published someday, I restarted my spirituality journey and retaught myself what it is I want to believe in and… it’s a lot and I’m proud!

Since the end of this chapter of my life is nearing, I thought it would be nice to milk it for all it’s got; I want to share some of my goals for my birthday build-up and see if I can have each one ticked off by then.

Daily meditation:

I want to give myself a few minutes of peace and quiet each day to really clear my mind and see where it takes me. This was inspired by a vide by Russel Brand and what happened to him due to daily meditation.

Work out HIIT style:

Because I have a Freakum Dress I want to wear if I go out on the night of my birthday and I’d like to slay in it.

Read more:

I’m currently reading a crime novel by DEE Henderson and it’s really good, and I have an e-book I’ve been asked to review (romance genre. Swoon!). all of this might inspire me to expand my horizon in my own reading.

Treasure moments:

My cellphone camera is going to work overtime from now on. I want to document the end of this part of my life for some reason. I’m leaning more towards video clips but I think pictures will have to do… I don’t know.

Write a letter to 2020 me for my 25thbirthday:

Based on this year and what I hope to have accomplished by the end of next year, basically. Think of it as speaking things into existence.

Get out of my comfort zone:

I’m getting the hang of being true to the woman I am (thanks to a good friend of mine who’s tasked herself with giving me pep talks every day to remind me that I’m a baddie, even on my worst days). So, I’m going to be practicing owning my views and opinions, not apologising for everything, standing my ground and striving to be heard and understood… and basically update my makeup routine to upgrade inner me’s energy so I can upgrade my love life and career goals lmao.

Be more:

loving, kind, happy, at peace, accepting, fluid in how my life unfolds… I want to keep discovering myself and my worth in all aspects of my life and just not settle. For anything that doesn’t make my heart metaphorically glow.

I’m hoping I get into new routines through this little challenge. I think it’s a very fruitful, much-needed-for-growth list and I can’t wait to come back and say I did it.


And Exhale

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I think I took about two blogging breaks back to back from June/ July. During that time, I had a lot on my plate regarding family, and I also found myself experiencing panic/ anxiety attacks from the things I’d buried inside instead of dealt with, along with my college work load and the worry about not graduating on time.

Love At First Mic

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If you’d asked me in high school what I wanted to do after I finished, my list of possible career paths would’ve included fashion design, forensic sciences or media… the very last resort being running off into the sunset with a really wealthy Italian man for a career as a housewife. My love for storytelling has never died down, even when my dreams of what I wanted to become changed.

Help From The Other Side


When I was a child, I used to have this reoccurring dream about myself flying in this beautiful, very green garden of some sort with someone I’d never met in awakened life. I can’t tell you if they were a boy or a girl, but they held my hand whenever I had this dream, to ensure I wouldn’t fall into the river below where sometimes, crocodiles were swimming in the clearest of waters.

My Life as a Mix Tape


I think I’m pretty lucky to have been born between two eras— the one where cellphones were being introduced along with other life changing technologies, and the one where we transitioned from things like cassettes, VHS tapes and floppy disks to DVDs (and now streaming) and USB sticks for our convenience. Even though I can actually say I watched the world evolve, there are times when I miss how simple things used to be.

The Weekly Thanks

The Weekly Thanks

This past week was nothing short of amazing! It was probably my best week of the year thus far because it was packed with alignment and a whole bunch of moments that made me smile and it all began with me setting the intention at the start of the week that the Universe would surprise me throughout the week.

The Weekly Thanks

The Weekly Thanks

This past week was definitely a bit of a drag for me but that’s the beauty of life, right? Challenges. Times like these often force me to find the good and I did!

Dear Me, From Me: A Letter From My Future Self


Dear past and current Lydia,

In light of it still being the month of love, I’ve been inspired to write a letter from the future to both my past and present selves. Most times, we live a life of stress and panic; we’re afraid of taking leaps of faith for our passions or the people we love out of fear of failure or even the fear of beginning, because of the unknown. You’re a perfectionist and always want to come out on top with a bit of praise and, while that’s okay, facing your fears is the first step.

Behind Lydia’s Smile


I started blogging at the very end of August 2018 (for September that year) and my goal at the time was to share posts about the things that set my soul on fire: music, books, food, spirituality, fashion… everything that made me the girl I am today; I was inspired to bring positivity to the world in the best way I could possibly image, in a world that’s so negative, and I chose blogging as my medium.